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I'm J.R. Ancheta (Crescencio Galamgam Ancheta III). I'm proud being the "III". I'm proud being Ancheta... I'm proud being Filipino... "" of being me. ^_^
So... I play golf... Love music... Love God...
Currently... Maturing... Jus learning alot about life in these recent years... (lots and lots...)
And well... that's me... So... here's... me... =D. have fun wit it.
Dude. I’m so fucking stressed and nervous right now. And angry, and fearful… (I feel like I put the weight of the world on my shoulders for the sake of one little thing)
I can’t sleep. I had to do something. It just came up and now I couldn’t sleep because I feel it is the right thing for me to do. I had to address it. Myself. I had it address it myself because I love my family. I don’t want to see them put down in any way, shape, or form. It’s the worst feeling to see someone you love shot down and kicked the way I’m seeing them right now.
Idk… Maybe I’m overreacting. But I swear I hope not. I don’t want to open up a can of worms that I can’t control. I’m so afraid that I may have done just that. That’s why I fuckin wrote my own fucking disclaimer. Haha.
So many times I’ve gone in trying to protect those I love (or have been on the other side of that coin), only to find out that you’ve made things ten times harder than it has to be and alot more complicated for everyone involved. Sometimes others don’t even have to be involved but they either force themselves in or are forced into it without creating any type of solution or plug to the problem. What if it’s me this time? What if I just created the issue where there was none to begin with?
Maybe I’m too hard headed and had to insist not to the person being addressed, but to myself that I had to do something when in reality I didn’t.
You know what…
Fuck no. I defend my family. I don’t give a shit if people want to start war or if they want to think I’ve taken it too far. I defend them if I know something isn’t right. All my life I’ve been told I don’t know how to take a joke. Well I’m not letting this one affect me if it is. I’m serious about this every time, all the time. You don’t fuck around like that with me when it comes to this type of shit. I don’t see how that should fly.
The more I type the more angrier I get. I don’t give a shit who you are right now. If you aren’t God, you can’t be my judge, you can’t condemn us. Who the fuck are you to do so? You think you know the story. You think you know all the pieces, all the moves. You think you know all the characters. You think you know what type of characters are on my team, and you seem to have found some type of weakness or disgusting evil characteristic within us? No. I won’t let that shit fly. You don’t know what kind of a character I am.
You don’t judge a book by it’s cover. Actually, i don’t care how many pages you’ve gone through that book, if you didn’t finish it, then shut the fuck up.
I realize one thing. You can’t judge the character of anybody until it’s done. You don’t who I am. You don’t know where I’m going or what I’m capable of and the REASONS for why it is the way it is.
Don’t test me. Don’t test us. It’s all love, but don’t come in here with your bull shit. I will you shoot you down. I won’t let anyone take shots at us because that’s now how it’s done. Unless I’m out of my mind…I love my family too much to let someone shoot at us
First. I need to sleep. Pray God helps me with this one. Goodnight.